Nothing ever works

When I am stronger than the drug,

That is --

Rapt, mirror play

May have unintended side effects

Including:

Reality Liver Damage - Some who have been stronger than structure and ritual have had damage to their Reality Liver. Normal Reality Liver damage symptoms include:

Melancolia

Disaffection

Spirit spikes

Gutter sniping

Fresh

D Double OH D Dope.

Sofa // Living

Ok, Ready?

Wait wait wait wait

Turn it, turn it

No, the other way,

Right right

No, my right, not your right

Ok, right

No, I mean, you're doing it right

Waitwaitwaitwhatareyoudoingwhatareyoudoing?

You were doing it right

Go back go back

Ok, ok - listen, listen

Ready? You've got it. Just push - yes, keep doing it keep doing it

Push! Push! Push it through you've almost got it!

Oh no,

It's stuck

Wait, I was wrong,

Sorry, sorry

Start over.

Yes, I'm serious.

Look, you asked me to help. I'm HELPING.

This is what you sound like

While you watch me push my life

Through your door.

Blam Blam

Poppin' off like a Kalashnikov.

Holy // Saturday

Lets make it - Saturday;hands in clay
and Create
Like deities
Bored with studies and ready
For a little field research
Just a few parameters to
eek out a few variables
A world of constants, if just for a moment -

Lets
break out the communion wine
Wear some secret handshakes
Club pins, white trim
We can-)
Walking around arm in arm
Chanting// bowing// greeting// knowing//
Flashing ourselves, daring
,darling - we could


Because ({beauty makes us willing
Because
I can use such
Archaisms,
because I love you enough
To make a fool of myself, with that history
Yes, I can use that, too

Our observations?
Endless pages on black bald
Highway//One long feather//On an indigo ruffled crow
Thieving a stare at us//from us
as we pass
Under convenience store CCTV
Loving, arms looping,-
Rather, I really like you,
my
)[{Saturday}](

But these things we want
maybe we want them
To say them umm directly --- uhh, umm
nonono// What I really meant to say was <<<<<<<<

Instead, we get lost in long grasps
Of color and breath -
beauty makes us willing
and
Results, lovely results
Satisfied
As we like to have
on these Holy Saturdays/

Stupid // Boy

Fuzzed out man, FUZZzed out on some timbales
Miami
That kind of Caribbean schwagggerr that rings
Like - ;
Like through hangovers
Like -;
convenience store door
Bells.

Vitality?
What can I say about killing vitality?

Here we see a lad,

Y'know- myself,

-Being so privileged to say"fuckitwelllllll
there goes
That neighborhood, and that neighborhood, and that one"
All while I'm -
I've got my Pointed finger gun
wagging and winking
Smoking whole generations of vitality - yeah!
Whole minutes
The dumped nuclei of so many chances for
New.

The New being vitality, of course.

Preyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy -

Hinder//hosen

//I'm waiting for my friends,

charles, jack, al and bill - all of them coming to my party -
(listen

I never gave a shit about the fucks, but I'll tell you one thing
I have had enough exposure to them - I take responsibility for every kind of
pat on the back they burden me with
some reminder - I know it means something horrific
when they praise me
because I am still alive,

That I am one of them, one of them, one of them.)